Giving Yourself Permission To Grieve

Giving Yourself Permission To Grieve

We all experience grief in many forms. The loss of a job, relationship, house, loved one, pet, and even the loss of our youth. If we pause for a moment and reflect on the losses in our life, we may discover that they happen almost daily. My earliest memory of loss was when the family dog passed away. She died rather unexpectedly. Reflecting back, I recall the sound of my brother wailing in the hallway. That was the first time I was aware of the sound of grief. My brother was expressing the inner ache that he felt.

The first time i felt grief inside my body was at the age of thirteen. It felt as though my stomach had swallowed my heart in one gigantic gulp. This natural feeling of grief was triggered by the loss of my grandpa. He was an honorable man and I intuitively knew, as most of us do, that life would never be the same. When a loss occurs in our life, it’s often abrupt. It is almost impossible to imagine what life will be like without something until it is gone. That is the difficulty of loss, it can’t be processed with the mind alone; it demands to be felt with the heart.

With all of these great losses occurring almost daily, how do we stay a float? Grief isn’t exactly trendy. However it is natural and necessary. I have attended many grief groups and I believe there are two common themes

      1. We all grieve. It is one of the most common experiences that connect us as humans.
      2. Each of us grieve in our own unique way. Giving ourselves permission to grieve is one of the biggest gifts we can offer ourselves.

As we navigate through the losses of life, it is important to remember we are not alone. Where there is life, there is loss. Letting grief move through us unchoreographed is key.

Here are some tips I recommend when grief arises:

    • Feel your grief. This may manifest through tears, screaming into a pillow, or silence.
    • Attend a local grief support group. Healing happens in these rooms, I am living proof.
    • Talk about your grief with someone you love and trust. There is powerful release when we share our feelings out loud.
    • Take care of yourself. You may not feel like resuming the activities you did before the loss and that is perfectly okay. Take time to listen to your body, it will guide you through the process.
    • Dedicate time everyday to be present with your grief. This could be sitting down for 30 minutes to cry, journal, and feel whatever needs to be released for that day.
    • Don’t rush your healing. Grief has no timeline and it is important to honor the inner healing process.
    • And most importantly, remember there is no right or wrong way to grieve. It is a highly individual process and it looks different for everyone.

These words were once told to me and I would like to pass them on to you:

“Life will never be the same after a loss, but it can be good again.”

Grief is a journey, it demands a lot of us, and it comes in waves. Ride the waves. In the presence of grief, the astonishing capacity of one’s love is uncovered.

We Are Timeless; A Woman’s Voice Carries On After Her Death

We Are Timeless; A Woman’s Voice Carries On After Her Death

“As we look deeply within, we understand our perfect balance. There is no fear of the cycle of birth, life, and death. For when you stand in the present moment, you are timeless.” –Rodney Yee

Life can be incredibly brief, yet our essence eternal. This concept is unique. Eight years ago I decided to grab life by the horns and live from three core beliefs, to live a life of purpose, love, and abundance. It’s a daily practice and I don’t always get it perfect, but it’s become my way of life. Over the past year, an acquaintance’s facebook posts caught my attention. On the days I felt less-inspired, I turned to her wisdom-infused and radically honest posts. They always lifted me. Leslie Allison was her name, one that will never be forgotten. We met at a festival last summer and both called Houston our home.

Leslie lived life whole-heatedly, her positive attitude was infectious and she saw the good dwelling in everything. She often posted about looking within and living life to the fullest.

Prior to Leslie’s death, she utilized Hootsuite (a social media scheduler) with several facebook posts scheduled in advance. Though no longer in her body, her voice carries on. It gives me chills to visit her page and see that her affirmations are still rolling out while so many of her loved ones and friends are hurting. It’s as if she is catching everyone in these little moments, in hopes to convey that her presence is timeless.

Here’s are some of her posts:




Thank you, Leslie. What a legacy, what a life!